by Emma A.
Photo Prompt #5 Jared, Lottie, Lilly
Fifteen-year-old Jared slammed the door shut and collapsed onto a nearby rocking chair. He wiped the sweat off his head and buried his face in his hands. “Why God? Why? I love her so much!”
A trickle of tears trailed down his
cheeks. He bit his lip to keep from sobbing.
The door gently closed behind him and
he heard the soft voice of his sister ask, “Can I join you?”
Jared nodded, swiping vigorously at the
tears still on his face. Lottie shivered slightly as the brisk wind moved
across their front yard. She pulled her shawl closer around her.
A couple minutes passed when finally
Lottie whispered, “She can get better. God can do miraculous things, Jared.
We’ve seen him do it.”
Jared shook his head and muttered,
“Face the truth, Lottie. Our sister’s dying. We can’t do anything. The doctor
said so.”
“The doctor can be wrong. He doesn't
know everything.”
He didn’t reply.
Lottie stood up and said in a soft
voice, “We’re taking Madi to Circle C. The doctor says she'll feel more
comfortable there.” She turned around and slipped back inside.
A few minutes more and Jared followed
her.
*The next day*
Mama enfolded her son in her trembling arms.
Jared didn't pull away like he usually did. Instead he wrapped his arms around
her and watched his youngest sister’s labored breathing. Lottie and Lilly
huddled in Father’s warm arms watching the dark storm clouds gather outside.
All
the Circle C house members watched four-year-old Madi, hearts beating fast.
Grandmother began praying softly.
Jared
didn’t listen. His eyes were fixed on Madi. He knew he wasn't supposed to have
favorites, but Madi was his little doll. He had always stood up for her and
been there when she needed him.
Whenever Madi was frightened at night
she would always crawl into Jared’s bed and stay there until she was calmed. It
was always Jared who could soothe her problems and wipe away her tears. Neither
would ever think of fighting with each other. They loved each other with
everything in them. But now she was dying.
Tears trailed down his cheeks as
memories flooded him.
Jared heard Mama’s breath catch. He
glanced up at Madi and realized after close watch that Madilyn Rose Prescott
had gone to be with Jesus.
Throwing away all the strength in him,
he wept on his mother’s shoulder. The rain poured from the sky as though heaven
understood their grief.
Jared needed to be alone. He slipped
away from the group and to the barn. Flinging himself down in an empty stall he
sobbed his heart out. Everything in him felt as though it was shredded to
pieces.
No longer would Madi’s chubby arms wrap
around his neck. No longer would he hear her sweet, pure laugh. Nor would he
see those beautiful eyes lifted to him. He would never feel her soft lips kiss
him. No. He would never see her again
alive.
Jared didn’t know how many hours
passed. When he finally shook all the hay off his clothes and crept into the house
did he realize it was past midnight.
He trudged up the steps and into the
guest bedroom where his other siblings were sprawled out on the two beds
leaving no room for their oldest brother.
Jared sighed and pulled down blankets
from the linen closet. Arranging a bed for himself he fell into a fitful sleep.
***
The next weeks were filled with tears,
heartache and visitors expressing their condolences. Jared hated when the
visitors said to him, “Be good to your mother as she grieves this deep loss,
young man.”
One night, when all the company had
left, Jared and his siblings sat down next to their mother. Andi slipped an arm
around Jared and Lilly and whispered in a gentle voice, “What do you miss most
about Madi?”
The Prescott children thought hard
about this, their eyes filling with tears as they remembered her.
In a trembling voice, Lottie replied,
“I miss her sunny smile. It always warmed me whenever I saw her, no matter if I
was mad or not.”
Lilly sighed and with love laced in
every tone answered her mother’s question. “It was her simple faith in Jesus.
She was only four, but I think she knew who He was and what He had done for
her. There were times when I think she knew more about Jesus than I.”
Five-year-old James commented, “She
shared with me her toys even when I was mean to her.”
Ten-year-old Andrea added to the
conversation, “Madi was never ashamed when her friends told her we weren't
rich. She would just recite Hebrew’s 13:5, ‘and be content with such things as
ye have; for he hath said, I will never leave three, nor forsake thee.’ She
knew so many Bible verses.”
Seven-year-old Justin thought for a
moment then said, “She loved all of us even when we weren’t good. She never
would think of hating us.”
Everyone returned to Jared for his
response. Jared felt his eyes filling with tears. He choked out, “She was the
best little sister. I just want her back!”
Jared dashed out the door before anyone
could stop him. He ran down to the creek and splashed across. He dropped down
underneath the willow tree and wept.
And so, the weeks went on. The weeks
turned into months and the months into years. Soon Jared was a young man of
twenty. Lottie was engaged to William Blake, Cory and Jenny Blake’s son. Lilly
was courting Bryant Wilson, a neighbor and friend. Andrea, James, and Justin
were still living in their parents’ house, working Memory Creek.
Jared reined in his horse in front of
the house and sighed. Today was Madi’s fifth year in heaven. After greeting his
solemn parents, he stepped outside and jumped back on his horse. Riding out
into the open hills he called to his horse, “Whoa.”
Sliding off his horse he tied
Thunderbolt to a tree and began the short walk to his special spot. Jared knew
he had to do something with his relationship with God. Ever since Madi’s death
he had grown bitter and resentful towards God, blaming him for his sister’s
rise to heaven.
Jared knelt next to a large oak tree
and prayed to God. “I’ve been so turned against You Lord. ‘Why’ has always been
in my head. You took my sister to heaven. I loved her so much, God. But now, on
her death anniversary, I want to give my stubborn heart to You. Turn me towards
Your love and mercy and create in me a new heart. Give me eyes to see that
You’re doing this for my good.
“Jesus, life is difficult. But You can
heal my broken heart and change it around. Here I am Lord. I’m all Yours.”
Jared felt a subtle change grow inside
his chest. Soon it was in full bloom. Peace washed over Jared in waves. He wept
this time not of grief but of relief.
He went back to the house, a changed
man. He would never see his sister on earth but he would see her again in
heaven, seated among the angels.
The next year he married Alyssa Brown.
They had three girls, Margaret, Miriam and Madi. He always remembered his
youngest sister and awaited the day when he would again see her.
“You will keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you.” Isaiah 26 : 3
Such a sweet yet sad story! Love how Jared found peace at the end! :)
ReplyDeleteGreat job, Emma!
-Sara
Thx Sara! You are too sweet!!! U make others feel so loved!!🥰
DeleteThis was a wonderful story. It almost brought tears to my eyes. Keep writing 🙂
ReplyDelete~Ellie B.